Mokavelli

I totally got some paints, watercolors, chalk and new pencils. I plan on working with some still life paintings and human figure sketches to get my chops up, then its on!

Being young sucks. Trying my best to be done with it, although that can be quite a challenge when your only twenty. I want to help make the world better, even if it will never happen. We all have that responsibility. I don't understand what attracts people to decadent lifestyles.

Its been almost 4 years since I've talked to her, and we didn't spend a hole lot of time together, but I still feel a little lost. I hear her boyfriend did it... I don't know what to think really. Its just weird. I was too young to date anyone... I remember she was really positive and outgoing, she loved being active. I remember taking her to the movies, hanging out all day at my house. I remember her telling me about how she wanted to go to college, she thought about going into the millitary. I remember her telling me about her doubts. After I dropped out I guess she told my friends that she loved me. That I was the only guy she met that mad